Wooo.... really long time no update.... Was at Nic's tonight, looking at Al's livejournal and realised I hadn't updated this in a long long time. So here it is. An update... Ill do a "Summer" Update On Sunday night, But I'll warn you now, it will be boring as fxck.... But yer... Life sucks... really.... we were talking about "The Metephorical Desert" Tonight... and I am in a major major pit... it sucks. A lot.... but... thats not for just now....
No matter how much I love my tabulas guys, (guys, whos guys, does anyone actually read this??!?!?!) but yer, i think i might have to change... to something else... LJ perhaps, but then i think to myself how i really do love my Tabulas, but since my dad found this months ago, i've been too scared to update. I've had this for over a year now... is it time for a little change i wonder? I couldn't delte this though... I might even be as sad to print it all off and keep a copy, like an actual journal.... cos there sure as hell is some memorable Entries... some rants, and some entries I really didnt want to share. I'll let you know of an address if i make a new journal. Or maybe I won't. I could have my day to day stuff here, and have another journal, for the thigns i only want certain people to read.... We shall see... it's too late at night just now, and I have work in the morning, so I'm offskies xox

Morning ^_^ Nice cheery title there... Not that anybody reads this anyway but... I feel good.... if good meant the complete fxcking opposite to what it does. The bits of last night that I do actually rmemeber, I want to forget. The rest of it... someone please inform me? My hand hurts. A lot. And My ankle. Why am I never a happy drunk. I didn't even have that much to drink I don't think. *point to the lightweight*I remember sitting in a room with Scott and we had this most lovely conversation. I just can't remember what was said. But he called me one of his best friends. And I through it back in his face by shouting at him and telling him to leave me alone. And I think I remember now what happened between me and Emma. I got drunk, and that ruined everything. A lot of people will tell me that it was for the best but... who knows? Everyone says it... "I'm never drinking again". I've said it. I wish I had meant it. I wish I could say it and mean it. Or at least, not drink to be drunk... Just drink nicely. Like on holiday. I didn't shout at anyone then. I just got flirty. Maybe Vodka is my weakness. Maybe, if it was something else I'd be fine. Talking about Vodka... I've got a bottle in my room. £8 if anybody wants it... I'm gonna go think.... and text people try to find out what happened last night.

Sara x

Hey y'all

Im On holiday w00t and I'm all burned.... white marks everywhere lol I'm in France just now but i didnt get off the boat just sun bathed all day..... yesterdaywent to see the leaning tower of pisa and the day before went to pompei! It's been awesome... made soom grooveh ass friends.... Big up to Kirsti, Ben, Cali, Ashley, Graeme, David, Kayleigh andd the scary bros! w00ty! havin a birll time cept my mummy just hurt her ankle shes in a wheel chair!... Now im gonna go sunbasthe maybe,... then shwoer before meeting mates! Over and out people seeya on tuesday!

Muwah!

OK I still ain't gettin this updating thing am I?

What's been happening... School's over, Alton Towers on Thursday, was good.... Erm... can't remember much else.. BUT IT'S MY BIRTHDAY ON THURSDAY! w00t! I'm gonna be 17! Partay! ^_^ I think we are goin bowling! or something. Annnnd I'm going on holiday a week on Tuesday! Cruise again! So excited =)
That'll do for now...

... But what's the point when you've got nothing to update about...  Beach party On thursday night was fxcking awesome!!! And I'm notw 6th year... we got the common room on Friday, and the year's already at war!
Saw Kaileigh on Wed... Man i luff that gurlll soo much.... More than Potatoes <333 Ermm... what else... Free periods are boring... but hopefully theyll be better with common room now =) Drama kicks booteh! And cake prod is fxckin ace! What else has been happening... Yer well I seem to be talking to Nat again... so things are getting better... life is lookin fairly good cept the whole luff life but it always sucks....
I will start updating more! I promise! But thts all for now x